iam back from my motherland but i feel very different after one whole month there. i kinda feel like not me, and i have been thinking so much about something. i dont even know why, but i just dont know. Firstly my motherland was SUPER GREAT! but i dont really wanna call it my motherland anymore, cause it feels more like home to you. Actually i been thinking about something alot. but iam still not done thinking. the something that iam thinking is kinda really hard to decide. hoping i come to a point someday, cause its making me feel un-easy.
holiday with family was fun + more fun when i kinda have a crush on someone. it will be better if i spent my xmas there. 'home' was very beautiful. we didnt take many pictures of us but many of the place we have been to (: i miss them so much already ): i really enjoyed myself over there, it was way too super great for me to say more {fullstop}